The clash with Davis at the beach made me a changed person. But only on the outside. Deep down I knew I still loved Meyrin, much as I was reluctant to admit it. All the wonderful memories the both of us shared were still vividly etched in my heart. How could I bring myself to hate her, despite her betrayal and nonchalance? Has she really forgotten all the good times we spent together? How blissful we were before Davis came into the picture? These were the questions that ran through my mind repeatedly. I really didn't want to believe that Meyrin was leading a new life now - a life that didn't include me, leaving behind the past. However, reality is harsh, and I had to accept the truth. I didn't want to run away anymore.
Yet another side of me resented Meyrin for her cruelty. For her fickle-mindedness. Her nonchalance towards the tension between Davis and I was especially infuriating. I did not want to appear as if I was still hung-up on Meyrin, of course. Which was why I kept up with the impression that I was totally over her, and leading my life just fine. That I didn't need Meyrin in my life as much as she needed me. This was all just a facade though. I was merely self-deluding myself. But as long Meyrin was happy, I would be content.
About a month later, however, I realised how horribly wrong I had been.
It was a serene afternoon and I was just having a casual conversation with Lina when the subject of Meyrin and Davis popped into our conversation.
"I know how you're still hung up over Meyrin, Ty. You can't fool me. I'm your best friend and know you like the back of my hand, so don't even try to pretend," remarked Lina.
"Well, so? She is in love and going out with Davis now, isnt she? Apparently, I'm not good enough for her," I replied.
"Huh, that Davis..." muttered Lina under her breath. Was there a hint of distaste in her tone?
"What about him?
"You don't know, Ty. That person is bad news. Meyrin once confided in me that he hits her, and even though she made me promise not to breathe a word about it, I think you deserve to know. I don't see why Meyrin doesn't want to end that relationship, or why she even got into it in the first place, but I can tell that she is afraid. Afraid of something. Afraid of him."
Upon hearing what Lina said, I froze. Was Lina actually right? I had to get to the bottom of this.
Hopefully, the next person can continue with Meyrin in an abusive relationship?
Lol, I sound saddistic. Just wondering. You can refuse :O
Labels: Cherlynn, Love Charm
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May 11, 2009 at 12:04 PM